i really like the song....

This is the lyrics of the song i recently heard....read the lyrics...it meant so much....

This is a recent photo i take with him...since sometime i take with him...and seriously i have been thinking why his friendster, his multiply and his msn never has any of me and his pics at all...maybe...i not pretty enuff for him to show his friends bahz...

i manage to hear the song while i was watching tv... i really like the lyrics...it touched me more than ever...every single word meant so much to me...a song that it's so close to my heart... i always tot it will be easy for me to leave and let go of someone...but i guess i am not tat strong afterall... or rather...when was i ever strong...

i guess...the best thing he would want me to do would be to move on and forget all about getting back with him..i wrote him a letter and place it in between his jacket that i returned to him last Thursday...I was with a very good friend WT...and he accompanied me for dinner and the bus ride to his place..i tot maybe..i would feel better....but the least did i expect to start thinking of all the things once i got off the bus...

the letter to him was about how much i didn't want to move on no matter how much he wanted me to leave...and i told him how much i wanted to wait...but i guess....everything has to end...everything has to be let go...

i tried to control myself and not call him or msg him...i did...for three nites...very happy indeed for my own determination....but for my heart..it still cries like mad....he never tot how much unhappiness he had gave me which he tot it was happiness...thanx to him...thanx to his decision...thanx to his assumptions....that's why if anybody assume anything now..i tend to blow up...haiz...

this song....i would really like to dedicate to him...looking through my past blogs...how i wish i can go back to the past....but tat's impossible...i dunnoe if my sisters realised...my room had not changed...the photos are still there...and i also dunnoe when i will be able to take it out...how i wish i dun have to...and how i wish..my tears do not drop...