the day came and left...

after yesterday...i realised...my thinking changed...

1) i dun believe in 'love u always'...it is just something to be said but never exist...
2) it hurts to love someone when someone doesn't love u tat much anymore...
3) a relationship needs sparks...
4) once a person change..nothings comes back...
5) it is difficult to restart everything...
6) ...and it's hard finding yourself back....

if you so happen to read this blog...i just want to tell you...for the past four months i have really been waiting for yesterday hoping for some miracle but reality is reality...i truly love u and never wanted an ending like this...but since u have made the decision so clear cut...there's nothing more i can do...i hope tat u will be blessed with all the happiness you have found now after the separation...

i never regret loving you...i never regret being with you...i never regret giving you all the things i can give...the only regret i have is tat i put too much hope tat leads too many disappointments...

i hope tat u will find a ger that you will really love your entire life...not losing the love or the sparks in the relationship for the entire life...the one true love that all human beings are looking for...

i wish you all the best in watever you do in life...